She passed away when I was days old, and I know I sound like a crazy looney..but I miss her..and I want to talk to her right now. Right. Now. She knows me better than anyone, I talk to the sky and pretend it’s her all the time, even though im 18 and growing up..I want my mom..I want to see her right now. Even if it means me being in heaven with her, it’d be better than being here right now. I love you..I dream about her all the time. I’m praying right now so fucking hard that I can see her in a dream tonight just to hug her and hear her say everything’s going to be alright.