Can’t sleep…so I organize my music library… still can’t sleep..make mix cd’s… try to sleep but the Lortab makes me itchy everywhere..so I get up and hula hoop…still can’t sleep so I watch The Cosby Show… Now It’s almost three. tired..what’s that?
I had surgery Monday and I still have not come out of limbo. You know how when you wakeup you can’t make a fist? I can’t. I’ve been like that since I wokeup Monday. NO I AM NOT MAD AT ANYONE. I am FUCKED up bruh. FUCKEDUP. I can’t walk by myself. I can’t do anything. I am happy because I am better, but I am not myself. and I need you to accept that. I give you your space, you give me mine.